I ate a lot today. It’s good to just unwind a little and eating good food always helps. Hopefully I can balance making good food and studying. Almost done with all my classes… just a little bit more.
Aja Aja, fighting! Ganbatte! Jia you.
Pizza is good at almost anytime… sometimes even after throwing up pizza.
I will eat like a fat person soon. SOON. Just need to get through finals.
I want to start cooking like a beast. Maybe when Spring Break starts.
My hunger is insatiable. I think it all started on Saturday. I had Black Bear Diner with Kevin and had “The Grizz”. It was just too much.
-3 over hard eggs
-2 strips of real bacon (not that thin shit from Denny’s or IHOP)
-2 Sausages
-Two slabs of Ham
-2 Pancakes
-A biscuit
-A large serving of has browns
That pretty much expanded my stomach to Freshmen year capacity. I think it reactivated my metabolism as I cannot control my hunger. It doesn’t help that my dad makes me eat large amounts of meat. Today I had chicken breast, steak, 2 eggs, broccoli and rice. The meat alone was enough to fill me up, and he was trying to put more steak on my plate. But I did end up making a quesadilla. I don’t think he realizes that I don’t work out at the gym anymore. Those were the days where I had a normal size dinner, worked out, and ate another medium sized dinner. Well I should probably get back into shape. I am starting to revert back to a tooth pick, although I can still bench a decent amount.
The worst craving that I have right now is chocolate. We only have fruity sweets, fruit, or like trail mix bars. I think it only makes things worse. I will need to stock up on chocolate the next time I go to the Japanese market. I better go to bed soon, or else I will search for something else to eat.
No matter how full you are, you will become hungry after watching this video. I will sleep it off.
Taken from Angela, taken from Catherine.
It is one of those late nights of studying where you are hungry, but you already brushed. The longer you ignore your urges, the more the beast from within will try to break free.
