Sometimes you wonder, what if I was there at that point in time? What if that was me? What if I went there?

You can spend a lot of your time wondering about what could have been in some hypothetical situation, but when you think like that, you are only living in a dream. Sometimes I still have these moments, but I realized… If I did not go through what I did, if I wasn’t in the places I was, I would be a different person. I am happy with how I am. Even thought there are some qualities I do not like, those are things I should accept. Or if they are bad enough, I should make an effort to change them.

I might always get the girl, but you learn from those experiences. When I do get someone, I can cherish her. The food I cook might turn out how I want it to, but when I do get it right, it is amazing.

The past is something to reflect on, not something that you can alter. The best way is to look forward and make it into a past you won’t regret.

… I just woke up an hour after I went to bed because the hunger was too much. I ended up cooking eggs, hot links, and asian chives. Sooo good, but I am still not satisfied. I want ice cream…. and chips…. and french fries.

I know you are out there. The one for me. I cannot wait for our late night excursions to pursue nirvana in our stomachs. One day.