Sometimes you wonder, what if I was there at that point in time? What if that was me? What if I went there?
You can spend a lot of your time wondering about what could have been in some hypothetical situation, but when you think like that, you are only living in a dream. Sometimes I still have these moments, but I realized… If I did not go through what I did, if I wasn’t in the places I was, I would be a different person. I am happy with how I am. Even thought there are some qualities I do not like, those are things I should accept. Or if they are bad enough, I should make an effort to change them.
I might always get the girl, but you learn from those experiences. When I do get someone, I can cherish her. The food I cook might turn out how I want it to, but when I do get it right, it is amazing.
The past is something to reflect on, not something that you can alter. The best way is to look forward and make it into a past you won’t regret.
Well. It has been a while since we talked, but I guess it is better like this. But why after all these months am I thinking about you while reading about algal methane biogas production. Please get out.
The Scariest Sound to hear in the middle of the night.
Last night around 12, I heard this sound. At first I thought I was still dreaming and some monster was attacking me, but it was just this screaming from outside. It is not the usual cats going crazy outside, but this weird howling/meowing. I went to the bathroom and I was actually waking up while peeing because I was afraid to go back to my room, but eventually after a few minutes the sound went away.
Today I heard it like half an hour ago. I tried recording it on my computer, but it didn’t work. Then I recorded it on my phone, but had to play it back to my computer and record it to get it in the right format. The things I do to expose this monster online. Stupid .QCP extension.
This time there were two monsters. Most likely its just a cat crying and the cat imitating it. The stupid giant black cat that always just sits in the middle of the road. The thing is there aren’t any babies on my block. All the kids are at least in high school….. scary.
So now that I hear it in mp3 format… it just sounds like meowing…. but in real life. It will scare the shit out of you.
It is kinda late and i need to wake up pretty soon, but I just really want to type right now. Mainly because I just bought a new keyboard. Lets keep it a secret between you and me.
Pretty sexy if I do say so myself. Well aesthetically it is very plane, but it feels amazing. Having a mechanical keyboard makes typing on anything else very lame. The way it clicks feels so smooth. It only tires my hand out a little more but that its fine. I just need to get used to it.
Lame, I don’t want to make this just a post on typing. Hrmmm… secrets just between me and my tumblr. It is not like this is private, so anyone can read this but what kind of secret do I have?
Lets see. Even though I a fan boy of many kpop artists, the girls that I really like are pretty plain. What is attractive is not just the outwards appearance, but if they have goals and motivation to do things, that is really attractive. Although I do have to admit in the past I liked someone in the past that did not follow this. I was blinded by the person’s looks that I over looked their lack of motivation or self improvement.
Want to improve one’s self is a great quality to have. Just doing whatever to get by can be lame. For example, if you’re going to take the time and effort to learn an instrument, you try your hardest to learn the most you can. Even if you aren’t the best, when you see people try to make an effort, that is sexy.
Let see… also girls who aren’t afraid to have strong passion? Lol, i guess its okay to be silly and be obsessed about a star or a boy band or actor. I do it all the time. Sometimes you can take it far, but I guess the real quality that I like is when girls know what they like. If everything to them is just iffy or they have no preference is kinda bleh. Like something in this world has to interest you. At times, there are things where I am impartial to, but there are cases where I can say, that is definitely my favorite. Things that if people see, they will be reminded by me.
I am totally rambling on and on. It’s late, and I have to wake up early to move into my apartment tomorrow. I just really wanted to type random crap and try and get used to my keyboard. My fingers are tired just from typing this. In a few weeks I will have crazy strong fingers… maybe.
//Random Picture that I liked today//
Hipster Cat
Meow Meow «Oh Shit».
Bark arf Bark «We got caught».
I want this shirt… but it is 58 dollars + shipping + tax… and it has a cat.
yeah, the last post wasn’t a shirt.
Waiting for Don to pick me up, I saw this freaking huge cat in my driveway… but by the time i put my memory card in my camera, and got back to the kitchen it was gone. Luckily I spotted it through my blinds in my neighbors yard. It doesn’t look big because of the horrible angle, the window and the blinds in the way… but that cat is like the size of two of my heads….
I dunno… I’m bored.
