Some of the best moments is cooking a meal for two. Just me and you.
本日のランチ (by gojumpei)
When you suck at something you’re supposed to be good at
My mind is a complicated thing. I creates habits and often they are embedded so far in the back of mind its hard to change.
Growing up I run into difficulties. These habits make it hard to get through these difficulties but I do. I am not alone. I need to keep reminding myself that. I need to learn i can rely on others and I need to learn to just be myself.
I don’t have a good idea of what “myself” is, but I am slowly finding it. I am finding that it is next to you.
My mind seems to always be scattered, but I am slowly and surely finding some clarity.
I have been reading Dilbert ever since I could read and have always found it funny. When I was studying to be an engineer, I only saw slight similarities between school/internships and Dilbert but it never occurred to me that I would soon be stuck in Dilberts world.
I read this comic today and found it funny because of how much it relates to my current job, but at the same time I am holding back the tears of frustration because I realize how much of this is a reality…
Haven’t gotten a day of rest recently D: No time to tumblr, no time to stay in shape. I guess this is what happens when you get a real job and a girl friend.
I had to work overtime today, 13 hours of work on a Sunday. The whole time I was just cussing at work… I just had a bunch of I told you so moments, but because the only people on this project are managers and me I have to do all the grunt work while they just make excuses and push blame on one another.
I miss you tumblr. I miss my old lazy life. But looking at life now as a whole, I am really happy. Just have to get by this shitty moment and enjoy what is to come.
I am feeling pretty good right now :D Everything seems to be falling into place at once.
So I am pretty lame. I am always a person who thinks too much about everything. This a lot is happening, so of course, a lot of thinking was done. I failed on some of my goals, but I just decided, no more thinking. I need to get results even if it means being lame and sacrificing my pride. Some opportunities you get only once in a life time, and others will come and go. Just make sure you know which is which. For some reason I have Bruce Lee in my head telling me, “Water can flow, but other times it crashes. Be water my friend.”
Probably not relevant, but yeah, just be water. Adapt to your surrounds, take its shape, and face your obstacles head on.
Life is a little bittersweet, but you just gotta make the most of it.
"If you love life, don’t waste time, for time is what life is made of"
Lol, Bruce Lee quotes are really inspiring when you lack motivation.
So there is a lot on my mind recently. There is what I do and what I know I should do. Something is holding me back, I guess I was just wired that way after 24 years. Its a difficult process to rewire it the way I want, but once I can get myself to do it… It will all pay off in one way or another.